JULIE MACLEAN
Lachryma: mother aria for a wet day in Oslo
Holding a baby would have been good today.
I had the urge to lullaby after the Krohg
exhibition.His gold-framed wife suckling
the boy, telling stories of Nordic explorers,
magic reindeer, trolls that turn to rock.I always loved you being sick. In a dream
you came back to me, five weeks old.
Everyone wanted to hold you.I was anxious.
You started mouthing adult words
like a singer practising scales.When you told me you were leaving home
for your new life in a foreign state, I looked
out from the hotel window; albinoOperahuset, glacial granite mimicking ice.
I watched you toboganning the slope
at Baw Baw. You were eight.Raindrops melted the snow.
- Julie Maclean is based on the Surf Coast, Victoria. In 2012 she was shortlisted for the Crashaw Prize - Salt Publishing UK - and PressPress chapbook prize, in 2010 the Whitmore Press Prize. Poetry and fiction appear in Southerly, Overland, Cordite and foam:e, Mslexia and other journals in the UK and Australia, featured in The Best Australian Poetry [UQP] and forthcoming in US journals Dogzplot and The Bond Street Review. She blogs at juliemacleanwriter.com. The poem 'Lachrymia: mother aria for a wet day in Oslo' appears in Famous Reporter 44.