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Stephen
Edgar
Eighth Heaven
- I open the flyscreen door and slip inside,
- Easing it shut. Low voices -- the radio? --
- Drift from the dining room, although their words
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- Are indistinct. A milky sort of light
- Clings to the ceiling, showing that the summer
- Is well established here and the inner shadows,
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- However cool they may appear, are tacky
- As bare thighs on a vinyl chair.
- My mother, at the kitchen bench, is pouring
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- Afternoon tea, or would be, but I see
- That, unsurprisingly, that red-brown ribbon
- Is stationary and the steam hangs still,
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- A Lilliputian fog. Can time have stopped
- So simply, in this simple suburb, at
- This hour of day? And yet the radio
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- Is lit up and those voices natter on,
- Talking the timeless issues of the day
- And advertising their predated products.
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- The sideboard stands, as ever, well equipped
- With seldom used utensils, special service:
- The special teapot of white china, capped
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- With shining metal like a soldiers casque;
- The little glasses with their Chinese figures --
- Sum Fun Tu, Me Fun Tu, Tu Yung Tu...; plates
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- Of many colours with their hidden names,
- Remembering far better than I can
- Their few occasions. And there is my father
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- Standing in the lounge room, half-turned away.
- I summon up some greeting and can feel
- The words unbodied, though not a sound disturbs
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- The houses depth. I walk in and am baffled
- To find, however much I move about him,
- That that one aspect is still turned to me,
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- Unmoving, a one-sided hologram.
- Net curtains billow at the window, frozen
- In air, as though a child were crouched in them.
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- In the middle of the wall the oval mirror
- Declines to represent me, though I come
- So close my breath appears on it. I place
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- My right hands fingertips against the glass
- And feel the surface tension of a pool
- Resisting, then reluctantly giving in.
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- My fingers come away with silvered ends
- Which, as they sway, show scraps of furniture
- And carpet, flowers in a vase.
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- Now I am gazing out across the park.
- The afternoon is caught among the leaves,
- Detained indefinitely out there, and in
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- My throat. My fingers are still wet from touching
- The glass; I must have brushed them on my cheek.
- At the back gate I see that I am leaving:
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- That is my arm there sliding the bolt shut.
- A bowl of fruit is on a table by
- A window. On the round face of the apple
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- Surmounting it is held the light of the world.
- It sits there like a globe of crystal, or
- A painted droplet - the Earth that Dante saw
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- When he looked down at last from the eighth heaven.
- Within it, sworn to secrecy, flamboyant,
- Swim all the ages and the hours.
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